hey, im 20 (: <-- don't let tht smile fool you, This blog is mainly about my depression, eating habits & some self harm. My insecurities are out of control. I have no real friends anymore, my anxiety of being around people and thinking there constantly judging me is ridiculous. so tumblr friends, maybe?(:

what is normal anymore?.

wanna know anything else just ask.

Knowing you can get by on not eating something by going to bed but yet choosing to make yourself eat it to reach your daily intake goal. Win!

Reaching a minimum of a thousand calories without feeling like a fat ugly piece of shit is hard enough so hearing comments like “I didn’t eat at all today” or “I barely ate a thing” all the time DOES NOT HELP.